Dear Catriana, 

Falling is a strange word. And if you had told me last year that I would fall in love with my best friend, I would have laughed. I know you probably won’t see this letter, and I know I’ll probably not give it to you, just because it’s the truth.

When I told you, I was terrified. Terrified that you’d laugh at me, or just stop talking. I could have never imagined that you’d feel the same way. And now here we are. 

Isn’t it strange, being in love? I almost expect to have stars in my eyes, like in a cartoon. Somehow, my thoughts always come back to settle on you. And let me tell you right now, you’re perfect. I know this sounds all cheesy and romantic, but it’s just a fact- I know that the world is not, in fact, a wish-granting factory (to quote John Green), but sometimes I think it must be. Because somehow, when I’m with you, I’m happy. You light something up inside of me, something beautiful, and I hope I do the same for you. You make me want to be a better me, and you make me want to grin every second of every day. 

I love you because of the way you smile, the way you make everything seem that much wilder. I love you because of the way you hold my hand, the way you anchor me, the way you make even the night sky dance. I love you because of your indescribable youness, the way you are so, amazingly, you. And if that sounds strange, that’s because it is.

You’re beautiful. 

And even if we grow apart, even if we fall, I’ll always remember that you were the first person I ever loved. And I hope you’ll remember me, too.

This letter’s for you, Cat.

Wednesday Jun 6 @ 12:07am

binaughtyhousewife said: Would it be alright to say where you are from when you post?

If you’re comfortable doing that I see no problems with it

- S

Saturday May 5 @ 09:38pm

youdidntseemlikeaplayeratall said: Hey guys! My name is Barbara and I'm developing a queer dating app built by women for women. :) It's called Dattch (we have a tumblr page for it, called dattch-app) and right now we are trying to get the word around about it! It's only available in the UK atm, but is that something you guys would be interested in? Like downloading the app or trying it? Thanks!

Tuesday May 5 @ 01:21pm

My Letter

:) You may copy it to your page or you can reblog it

http://rachology101.tumblr.com/post/81716419870/dear-nina

Sunday May 5 @ 09:35pm

midnightburial-deactivated20140 said: I can sense a collab in the works with the writer who wrote "this is not a love letter" perhaps more in common than you think

Monday Apr 4 @ 07:40pm

http://vimeo.com/81346933

dearSAPPHO,

love,
US

Thursday Feb 2 @ 07:49pm

Happy Valentines Day all!!  Hope you had a wonderful day surrounded by people who love you :)

-S

Friday Feb 2 @ 10:42pm

To Valeria. Dont forget me.

Hello, my name is Viviana. Im a mexican innovator, and im gay. This words are much of an literal invention, i dont know how to call it. Poetry, confession, letter. I would just say its my true. I had once meet love and complete absorption for a pair of eye balls. I’d like to translate this to you, since original stuff is spanish. Thak you very much.

You like this wheater, how much you like it. I endure the cold and i disguise myself of haze and mist, nothing makes sense. Far away theres the sky, today looks unattainable. She has the sun in her eyes. And her eyes you cant find often. Of what you dress my love? With who you wrap my sun? Who you dream about? You like this weather. Where are you. And why i cant see you. And why am i so hitch of your eyes. There is no sun if i dont look at them. You like this weather. How can i not love you, presage you, if this wind emanates nothing but your scent on every flower and every window every morning. And how i’ll manage to keep my steps and not get scrape by just the breeze floating, like my lost heart i no longer have. And how to not hear your voice traverse my mist costume, my soul. While this wind tears off your kisses i have all over my skin, and the days breaks me off, and expires you off me. Cause im all yours, and i this keeps devouring, cause im all yours, and i no longer have you.

Saturday Feb 2 @ 05:12pm

It’s February all and you know what that means: new theme!  I haven’t really been getting any feedback from all of you, so I’ve decided that this month’s theme should be poems.  I thought it would be appropriate what with Valentine’s Day and all.  Feel free to submit or just talk to me if you want :)

-S

Sunday Feb 2 @ 08:34pm

From My Secret Blog

Dear Megan Renee,

I fall a little bit more in love with you every day. The following is just another reason why:

You know I really think you’re everything? 

Yes. You’re it. I’ve said that so often, I said it so early on. I’ve known it for the longest time. I’m just happy to see that I was right back then.

It’s an indescribable feeling, a pull unlike any I’ve ever surrendered to. It is the way in which I’ve been able to see myself through this relationship. The gentle mirror that you and this have been. The way everything feels electric when I’m near you. The way you make my heart flutter. All of these things contribute to it, but sometimes, when I let go of my fear, when my insecurities are asleep, and you look at me, I feel like I am soaring, like I’m seeing the whole world for the first time. In those moments, I’m reminded that I am everything and nothing in this existence, I feel like you see the world in me. You light up something in me. You remind me of who I want to be. You inspire me to be a better being, a better renter of this body, a better vessel.

You are beautiful, overflowing. You are gentle and fierce. You are an amazing mother, one whom I will learn much from in the next forever. You are smart, the kind that levels even the strongest. Your vocabulary, and the way you sew together your thoughts, turn me on. I am struck by your compassion.

 I love you all the way and always will.

I have reread these lines time and time again since you sent them 30 minutes ago. And each time I do, I feel that much more overcome with these indescribable emotions. I’ve always prided myself on having a pretty expansive vocabulary, but when you’re around, I can’t ever seem to find the words to even begin describing the array of emotions and feelings that grip me. 

Oh, baby, I don’t know what I’ve done to deserve you. You love me in a way that no one ever has. There has not been a soul that I felt loved me for all that I am and am not. You love pieces of me that took me forever to come to terms with. I am blessed and so thankful. I don’t know what I did to deserve you, but please know that I know exactly what I’ve found in and with you. I appreciate and love you more than my words and actions could possibly describe/show. You are everything.

I love you.

C

dearmeganrenee.tumblr.com

Sunday Jan 1 @ 02:54pm